vanishing posts!

Can anybody tell me please, why is the main part of my blog vanishing? It is annoying!

spring break

My two week half term break started on Monday and I am still stuck at home. I should be somewhere else right now and this thought is permanent in my head - 24h a day. Unfortunately I will probably be here for the rest of the time which is another 11 days so I have to do something to start enjoying it. As soon as my imagination is free from the images of the ideal place I would like to be in things should improve. For now I have to stand the current place and not lose my patience...